Today I ate a couple handfuls of chocolate chips. I planned on baking some muffins a few won't matter. Today I ate half a bag of chocolate chips. The only thing holding me back was I started to shake from the sugar. My brain said fuck it. Who cares. And even though I tried to flush the rest I ate more until there was only a quarter of the bag left. Today I ate 3/4 of a bag of chocolate chips. I tried to throw the chocolate out but I kept thinking how garbage doesn't stop me. I kept eating. Today I ate an entire bag of chocolate chips. I shake from the sugar. My mind is clouded, sad, and filled with regret. I think of all the hard work I have put in and I just opened Pandora's box. Today I ate an entire bag of chocolate chips. The bag in the house that I convinced myself I could handle and bake something with it. Slippery slope. Today I ate an entire bag of chocolate chips, I might tomorrow but I won't for the next 5 minutes, that's all I can give
Hugs & Shit
The Momma
